Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Train with no love,

Fuck i epicly lagged. I feel horrible right now. I need to do my fasfa shit and De anza messed up my SSN. eh! i have two id numbers and i dont know which one to use. i need to get my classes asap. i was waitlisted and idk what happend. they just dropped me. whens my good karma going to come in? who has problems!? ill help you! so atleast something good will happen to me. i guess i have to do the walk ins.



So idk where my lifes going so far. Last weekends incident was hella dirty and such a waste of time. None of us deserved it. Why dont people think twice about that kinda shit? I dont understand. Is it that easy? You really thought you'd get away with it? 3 of my friends got hurt fo nothin. Karmas going to get you back.




Everyday i catch myself still thinking about you. I still remember our inside jokes and the sweet things we'd say to eachother. Its sad how you let all that go so fast. You barely even warned me. Everything was great with u. Maybe i do go out alot and do what i do alot. But i wouldve stopped for you. How would you know that i couldnt fit in your schedule? You didnt even give me a chance. I tear up everytime i think about our conversations and tha things we said to each other. But you know whats best for you. I respect that. Im glad were still friends and we still update each other. But everytime i talk to you all these mixed emotions come back. I get this feeling of what im missing out on kinda shit. But im happy that your doing good.

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