Fallen,

Its true. I think i have may fallen so hard for her and there's no turning back. Ive given her my all. Now i fucked up. I knew right when i met her she was going to mean alot to me. I had a feeling something would happen between us.I didnt fall for you in the past few weeks. I fell for you in the past few months. I was waiting for it to happen. Idk if its good or bad. She makes it seem bad but i think its good I know its good. My family already knows her and they like her. My parents ask about her daily now. Idk what to do. This is one of the biggest reasons i never want to date a girl. Its funny because shes not just a girl shes more. The way she talks to me, believes in me, treats me. etc. i dont deserve it. I took you for granted yesterday and i fucked up. I shouldve been there for you. Im so sorry. I feel like shit. Ill do anything to make it up. Last night when i was eating with kevin and justin i just thought about you the whole time. All those things i said on the phone i dont mean it. I cant imagine going a day without you. You became a part of me. Please let me make this up to you. You mean so much to me. I wanna change and i wanna prove it to you. I know the girls in the pass makes you think twice about me but i want to show you that your different from them.. way different. Im blessed to have a girl like you. Please believe me. Im sorry for yesterday.